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Finley having fun while I was gone.
I left my kids for five days and I wasn't even sad.
I'm home after five days in Salt Lake City for Alt Summit (I'll share some highlights of the conference tomorrow).
I remember the first time I left Judah. He had just turned one and Eric and I went out of town for two days. Leading up to the time we left I was a nervous, sad, weepy mess. I knew he would be fine, but I also knew I would miss my little guy and be thinking of him constantly.
Fast forward seven years and here I am able to leave my kids with no guilt, no sadness, only twinges of missing them. I kind of feel guilty for not feeling guilty. (But, not really, because I know that a little time away is good to rest, recuperate, and be ready to take on the mama role again.)
Of course I missed them, but maybe I just really needed this. Maybe they're older and not as needy and I knew their schedule would be jam-packed with fun activities. I did check in on them regularly and, according to Eric, everyone was having fun and doing good. I came home to excited kids, a clean house, and a happy husband.
(This morning I've already dealt with two purposely smashed bananas, whines about homeschool, two injuries, and fighting. They're taking recess outside right now and maybe I want to head back to SLC for a few days.)
wow - really? No guilt? Amazing mama!! I fear I'd be a split personality of grief and giddiness at being away that long, but I know you're an awesome mama, and glad you gave yourself that fun time!
ReplyDelete(This also totally works as 'content' to link up with any 'monday mamalogue' you want to - would love to have you!). Welcome back!
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mel
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I know! I guess after eight years of parenting things really change. I sure didn't feel this way the last several years. :)
DeleteActually, that was my WHOLE point in posting this. I'm such a dork. Going to link up now!
HA! Mama brain hits us all.. love it!
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ReplyDeleteit's important to get out and get away. i always feel like that little break makes me a better mama. it gives me more patience and a sense of calm. we leave this week for a five day trip. i don't feel guilty, i'll enjoy my time with my hubby, but i will miss the kids like crazy ;)
ReplyDeleteExactly! I definitely missed them and was happy to see them, but I wasn't wishing I was home. :) Both of our girls aren't little babies anymore, so maybe that's part of it.
DeleteHave a GREAT trip! I can't wait to hear about it!